Aah, rains!

It's a lovely Saturday afternoon...lovely for those who aren't working. The weather couldn't get any better. It's dark and gloomy and pouring steadily. Call me morbid, but I'd pick the dull, gloomy weather over sunshine any day. That's how much I love the rains. And yet here I am, updating my blog as I pretend to work, instead of splashing around in the puddles made by the rain.

All I long to do right now is go home, tuck in with a steaming mug of adrak chai and my book. I'm reading 'Game of Thrones' right now, and it is really difficult to put that book down!

For now, I'm trying to concentrate on work. I'm not just saying this in case someone from work is reading this article, I genuinely am trying. But there's way too many distractions. The rain outside, for one. And the bacon sandwich on my table. My neighbour, quite correctly labelled as my evil twin. And of course, twitter. I love twitter. I may not tweet that often, but I love reading funny tweets. This doesn't mean I'm cheating on facebook. I still like facebook. Twitter is just a welcome change, and a little more acceptable (read: unheard of) at work.

I've procrastinated enough. I must get back to work, if I want to leave at an acceptable time. Chow, for now.

I'm Confused

Isn't it tough, when you gotta choose,
between a slice of cheesecake and gooey chocolate mousse?

When you're late for a party and pulling out your hair,
'cause you just can't figure out what the heck to wear?

When you're at the cash counter and really can't decide,
if those boots will look better in black or tanned hide.

Here's what works for me, it's a simple trick to try,
Just pull out a coin and flip it, before you start to cry.

Confusion makes you crazy, it messes with your head,
It makes you think you're better off without it instead.

But don't you worry, confusion isn't all that strong,
Just flip the coin and choose a side and watch it run along.

My Dear Umbridge

My dear crazy lady,
Why are you so shady?
You seem to be on a war path.

Your acquaintances seem to hate you
Your friends secretly despise you,
You're not considering the aftermath.

But let me tell you this,
you're falling in an abyss
For karma can be a total bitch.

Your evil plan will fail
We'll watch you wail,
And this time, I don't think there's a glitch.

Eerily Calm

A lot has happened over the past two months...and it has been enough to push me off the edge into an abyss of insanity. I've been scarily close to a breakdown, I could almost see it happening. And yet, it disturbs me how eerily calm I feel. There's anger in me, some say I'm a volcano ready to erupt. I feel like there is a pot of anger boiling over, and yet, when it comes to letting it out, I just can't seem to do it. I wonder why...
My friends are treading on eggshells around me, and they've admitted to it. Everyone's expecting a breakdown of some sort. I often wonder, should I give in? But something has kept me calm through these turbulent times, and I think I should place my faith in that unknown strength. The calm is scary, but it's comforting.

Shit, I just realised...this sounds way too corny. Stopping now!!!